God you got be kidding me! How should I explain myself? You son of a bitch... Fucking cunt ...
Whatever what I try ... My damn heart still not back ... Let Go? It is really tough for me. I know there is no hope, but I am going to wait, maybe god will return my heart to me. Sorry Girls, i can not accept you...
New scheme named as "Flesh Up". Starting at tomorrow. Shopping list: Dextrose, Peanut butter, Toast, cheese, snickers, Apple, salad dressing, Eggs, Cookie, Milk, steak.
I am pretty sure that I have been cursed... Son of A bitch! Now see what gonna happen next.
I shaved this morning, Because people always change. Maybe Changing is not bad, I really want a new fresh start!